simple.

2011-05-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-04-30T22:46:00.002+08:00

oh! hello.... its been awhile. been bz(??). wat.. not blogging like a month plus? haha. i guess. i just dunno wat to blog. seriously. nothing much to blog. but, i will try to remember wats goin on fr the past month okie...

lets begin...
MARCH 2011. 24TH BDAY.
celebrated with bf(1st time), and he gave me a beautiful necklace. really simple and nice. but i broke the chain(SHIT!!). But he replaced it with another one. which is nicer and safe(i hope it doesnt break again!!). and he let me choose a dress from cotton on. which i really liked! =D

April...
whats been happening eh?! i guess theres nothing much happen in April. ONLY TAT WE WEN TO WATCH MAROON 5 LIVE IN SINGAPORE!!! haha. yah. i guess thats the only 1 thing tats happening in April. lol. i really cannot remember. i swear! and oh oh oh!! we bought all the "stuffs" fr MAY!! and yes.... almost forgot. NAILA turn 1 years old. omg!! shes sooo cute on her 1st bday!! so pretty!! everybody love tat kid! i cant get enuff of her!!! lol.

AND THERES MAY!! COMING SOON!! HOLLAAAAAAAAA~~~~~
EXACTLY 14 MORE DAYS TO LONG BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!! WITH 6 OTHER CRAZY PPL!!!! THE AWAITING MOMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! N OH!!! 7 MORE DAYS TO AVRIL LAVIGNE LIVE IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!! INSYA'ALLAH!!!!

see. tats abt it. i SWEAR i duno wat to update. coz watever in my tots.. i will just update in my twitter. lol!!!!

2011-03-10T20:48:00.001+08:00

i want MAY!
not becoz of the money that we are receiving.
BUT, MAY is just the month that i've been waiting fr!!
OMG!

2011-02-27T19:08:00.002+08:00

exactly 1 week. exactly 1 week.
Actually, i'm not really counting down to my 24th bday.
The truth... i'm counting down to May.
My long long break.
at least a week..
2 off days on weekends aint enuff.
Trust me, alot of ppl will definitely agree with this..
2 DAYS AINT ENUFF!!!

God~ I'm damn tired!!!!

2011-02-20T20:16:00.002+08:00

hey.
actually, no updates.
just saying hello to all!
LOL!

2 more weeks and i will be TWENTY-FOUR YEARS OLD.
i aint getting younger aite~
=D

2011-01-23T15:58:00.000+08:00

i need something sweets and sinful.

SO I'M GONNA DRAG BOYFIE TO GET A TART FROM FRUIT PARADISE TOMORROW! I SWEAR!

2011-01-17T20:44:00.002+08:00

Ray Ban Spectacles.

(Rayban RB7012 - Plum)

OR

(Rayban RB7012 - Blue)

Ray Ban Shades

Wayfarer Original

And this is like amazing if i got this for my bday too.

Heartbeats by Lady GaGa

Yup. Every year(ALMOST). March. I will get a present for myself to satisfied my needs. LOL. Last year, its all abt Apple stuffs. I bought a 32gb Ipod touch and also 16gb 3gs iphone. This year. Lets add in something awesome that i've been eye-ing for many many many months. RAY BAN - NEVER HIDE! Lol. I just need a new shades. A Original one please! NOT FROM PETALING STREET KL! And i hope i get a spects too from Ray Ban. SEE what can i afford. Heartbeats from Lady GaGa. Thats just random. I feel like buying new earphones. But, again...Its RANDOM. I think the earphones and shades cost almost the same price! Hahaha!

Well, i got 2 months to think about it. But so far, the shades and spects. That the one i've been eye-ing for..... Insya'allah.....

2011-01-16T22:17:00.004+08:00

i promise mum starting from now, if i wanna go out on weekend...i need to do alot of house chores before going out. so yap!! i did it this week. alot i tell u. its super tiring if u "tak selalu buat keje rumah" things! but, its okie. i'm kinda good with chores. i never done alot in my life. but i do see wat my mum and dad always done for the hs. tak buat. tapi mata tgk. so, mum was surprised that i actually can managed alot of house chores without any supervision. hahaha.

so weekend was plan. i mean, only Saturday was plan with Kecik aka Yana my bestie a long time ago tat we shud go out together since its been awhile tat we never been out together. but we decided to bring her cousin, Yati along. She's super stress with her O level, and i just wan her to loosen up! hell yeah! it was such a terrific saturday! alot of laughing. singing. updating. best!! yati was saying we shud do it again...BUT after her O's. hehe. i kinda pity the kid. sucha stressful year for her. yeap!

and sunday. its like unplanned. hahahahaha. i was bz ironing the clothes. and bf was msging me telling me to read the twits. Niza was asking wats the plan today. and she was suggesting coffee. hahahahaha. so, yah. the last time she planned to meet i have to cancel it due to cousin wen in ICU. den i cudnt reject this time...so i wen on with the plan! hahaha. alot of catching up about her life. stress k org nak kawin. SUPER! lol. hahaha. anway, i love the last minute meet up! just coffee n conversation! wuhooo! i will see u again soon okie Niza!!!!!

well, thats just for this week! hahahahaha. good weekdays everyone!!! peace!

2011-01-12T18:49:00.004+08:00

Mum is back home since yesterday. she did a minor procedure in the heart called "Coronary Stenting". Basically, its the same procedure as ballooning in medical terms called as "Percutaneous Transluminal Coronary Angioplasty(PTCA)". Haha. i have the notes infront of me. so i can share a little bit of what my mum had gone tru the past few days.

Well. To be exact. She had chest pain last Wednesday night. Brought her to GP(she wants to go see the private dr instead of A&E) and guess what the Dr said... "BRING HER TO EMERGENCY! WHY BRING HER HERE??" aku yg kene marah. standard uh eh~ da mcm biasa jgak~ Den 1st bro came and bring her to A&E. Bring her there and she need to be admitted to do many more investigation.... So, 2nd day in hospital, Dr Caroline(a very tall and sexy nice Dr! i swear!) was saying maybe she got blockage in the heart. Need blood test to be done n some monitoring in the the ward. And without any further she was suggesting to do a procedure on Monday. To scan and if theres a need to do a ballooning den and there they will do the procedure right away.

Mum was scared of coz. who doesnt rite? some more the dr said she will be awake(not fully awake)..she will feel a bit pain. Easy say, she was not allow to sleep for the procedure.

SO MAIN QUESTION! How does this procedure goes/works?!
This is done by inserting a sheath into the artery in your groin or arm, allowing the flexible tube to past tru. A metallic coil or mesh in shape of a cylinder known as stent is placed in the blocked artery to help blood flow in the heart. And it will be permanent. But it will covered by the inner lining of the artery n becomes embedded. Mum will required to take combination of blood thinning such as Apirin or Ticlid for a month after stenting. But still, she need to take those meds for LIFE.

Can u just imagine that..... She need to cut down oily food and all the unhealthy food. And Dr Mok was saying...doesnt mean she got the stent in her doesnt mean it never get block again. Thats why she needs to take extra careful of wat food she's taking so it wont happen. And he was saying the lucky thing tat we brought her to the hospital in time. If not, she will get heart attack and that even worst.

I was emotionally sad and i cried the whole of fri and sat. Becoz never before mum wen in for any procedure/surgery before. And dad is unwell too due to his stroke. and its like nobody take care of him..and i have to take leave just to take care of the house, dad, and bring him to hospital. So scared that he will go there alone.

Well, she's back. Work done at home. and now, i need to do lot more then before. such as laundry, ironing, mopping, scrubbing the toilet. But not cooking. coz i just suck at it~ And the one part that i've been looking forward for is work. Gonna start work tomorrow. And i will be back to Dr Ong LY as her perm assistant again! its been 2 weeks i wasnt there. Lol.

Hope u readers understood the stenting part. hahaha. And if you got a chest pain. please do proceed to A&E and not the private dr or worst, JUST KEEP QUIET. Please go and haf a check up there. You never know...am i rite...?

2011-01-08T23:45:00.003+08:00

(Our 1st official picture together..2010)

Our monthsary this month. we spend time at the hospital with Mak and Abah. Ate at kopitiam. Watching TV at the corner of the ward. Watching movie via iphone. And him who supported me abt my situation right now. And making me all smiling again.. And i Thank GOD for this. ILY... =)

2011-01-05T21:09:00.003+08:00

its been awhile i never been out shopping with my very own bestie, Marz aka Kecik!! and we got plans next weeeeek! shopping!!! gonna search for odah upcoming bday present n zimah belated bday present. hoho!!

seriously. i cant wait for this weekend and next weekend already! hehe.

2011-01-02T22:06:00.002+08:00

i'm kinda late...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! PEACE & ONE LOVE!

2010-12-16T22:03:00.005+08:00

PHUKET. YES? NO?

Flower girl giving me a kiss on my cheek. hehe.

always wanted one of those... i got a huge flower~ its kinda cool.

This 2 boys really take good care of their Little Yani.

Thanks guys.... =)

Khai ft Phi Phi Island.

Our favourite cempendak goreng and goreng pisang kedai makcik thai!

Fandi ft Maya Bay. Look at the water. CRYSTAL BLUE!!

Walking ard patong street!

Of all dinner during the trip...this is like the BEST!!!
And look at how TAN are we!! I love that skin of mine!!!!!!!!

The Threesome Travel bag!

Must have during the whole trip.

i know my cuzzie Nisa going to Phuket this coming January. And i SWEAR she gonna have a BLAST! coz we've been there. and theres nothing u dont like it there! AWESOME FOOD. AWESOME ISLAND HOPING. AWESOME SHOPPING. AWESOME WEATHER AND NOT FORGETTING AWESOME PEOPLE OVER THERE!

oh my...its like YESTERDAY sia.... The TRIO also known as THREESOME aka Yani+Fandi+Khai(oh! me n fandi were still JUST FRENS that point of time!!) wen on a journey to Thailand, Phuket for the very 1st time. Without knowing their culture. their food. their scenery. EVERYTHING WAS SOOO UNEXPECTED. definitely i heard from a fren that Phuket is nice and she never regretted going there. and we need to feel it for ourself. its so unbelievable. SATISFIED!

Haiz. i'm so missing Phuket la. maybe the Threesome need another vacation. But Fandi and me need to act like we are friends instead of lover so that Khai wont get jeles! LOL. and yah...i MISS Khairul Annuar...he's a GONER!!!! Right after fandi and i attached....he's like DISAPPEARED!! hmmm....

So bf said we will have another HOLIDAY next yr. We will just wait...... Definitely not on my bday.... i nv put high hopes on this...BUT i just i wan to go Bali next yr. Thats my aim~ Insya'Allah........

2010-12-12T13:13:00.002+08:00

Xmas is coming! I love going to town just becoz of the lights and the spirits for Xmas is sooo there. And wen Xmas is here...its means....YEAR END SALES IS HERE TOOOOOO!! I simply cant wait for my pay. I wanna buy shirts and sandals for myself. And if possible i wanna get myself a compact camera..the cheap ones will be fine with me. prefer canon or nikon. hahaha. But lets don put high hopes on camera.

Okie now, gtg!!!!!

2010-12-06T13:52:00.004+08:00

(Nora 23rd Bday @ Tambuah Mas, Marina Square)

Oh so, now i'm at work. So bored la.. But its okie. Lets just recall what had happen last Saturday.

We cbrated Nora's 23rd advanced bday! IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HER DAY! But OMG~ She's so LATE by 2 hrs!!!! Reason given: "JB JAM!" n "ORCHARD JAM!" Alasan k NOI! HAHAHAHA! Another mistakes she did was.... SHE DID NOT FOLLOW US AFTER DINNER!! ANGRY is the EXACT WORD! But yet again...... Kita org marah sejap je! LOL! Kawan da lama sey! Benda2 nie tak perlu dragging org kata! Lol. But anyways, food was awesome. Jokes always awesome! FRIENDS.....U GUYS ROCK MY WORLD ALWAYS AND FOREVER! And my boyfriend. He joined us....making me more happy den ever! Hehe.

Well, after being sarcastic to our bday girl(haha! yah i know i'm bad! love u noi!!!), we wen off to Attica! Which was stopped by the bouncer just becoz the boys sort off underage! LOL!!!! Spoiler! The bouncer said "Adik, umur adik brapa?" Den we told him la 23 of coz.. Den he said "Kat sini culture dia lain sikit dik. Guys kene 25 yrs old baru leh masok" hahahahahaha! Kental. But then, he's being polite by suggesting us Zirca or Arena.

And so we decided to go Arena! 1st impression: So CINA!! Hahaha. But wth. Everything was great. The music. The surrounding and the best part is, the LIVE BAND. Very the Beyonce and very the Kanye West. Me likey! HOHO! Anyways, enjoyed myself la! Really. But at the end of the day(that is 4 in the morning), once i drop down the taxi... 1ST THING I DO WAS, VOMIT! LOL. boyfriend was kind enuff to wait for me to finished throwing out~ LOL!

HAHAHAHAHA! i seriously cant take it anyways. Throwing out everything is the best solution. lol! HAHA. End of the day....Bf send me up. Safely..... Hehehe. So sweeeeet! Okie, thats all for last week. Lets just wait for the upcoming weekend. hmmmm............

2010-11-28T13:24:00.004+08:00

(Earle Swensens, Vivo City)

(Outside Universal Studio, Sentosa)

After work yesterday, i met my boyfriend for normal date. Actually, i was mad about some stuffs with him. But as usual. He win my heart. Never give up in making me laugh or smile.

I thought of meeting my 2nd brother and his family at ECP yesterday. But its far and my parents not around and my bf need to go to work at night. So we decided to go somewhere else. So, boyfie wanted to eat swensens coz his fellow colleague(soon to be ex colleague) gave him some swensens voucher. Yumness! Thanks to my boyfie i ate my pie, salad, and my oreo drink~ YUMMY!!

After that, boyfie wanna go to the Buskers Festival at Sentosa. So we went there. But before that...we get to smell the universal studio(JUST OUTSIDE. ENTRANCE! LOL). I told bf, if next yr no plan for my bday, we go to universal studio~ lol.

Ok. Thats about it. Today. SHOPPING!!! Cant wait!!!

2010-11-20T11:06:00.003+08:00

Finally, weekends is here and I just cant wait for Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows @ 5.30 pm today! I've booked the tickets like 3 days ago! Finally, its here!!!! GOD KNOWS HOW LONG I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOVIE TO BE OUT. But the disappointment part will be...the movie gonna be in 2 parts. Part 1 will be this yr and part 2 will be next year July. God. Its ok. I know the ending. But i wanna know how the movie looks like. Argh!!!

Seriously, been a HUGE fan since Harry Potter 1st movie! And i've been following up since then. Few of the movie, i must admit, its sort off disappoint me. What the heck!

And another why i'm a HUGE FAN of of Harry Potter movies? Its all about RON WEASLEY played by Rupert Grint. He's really a cutie. I cant stop looking at him. GOD!!!!!

Gonna meet the bf @ 3.3o pm and off we go for another movie date.

2010-11-15T21:07:00.003+08:00

NORA I READ UR BLOG. AND I TOT U TAK SEDAR DIRI K!
love love love in most of ur post. finally theres our beautiful pictures in ur blog. hahahaha. with that, i forgive u. hehehe.

anywho! SCHOOLS HOLIDAY IS GETTING NEARER. and with that. IT SUCKS BIG TIME!!! seriously! if u gonna give patient ultrasound appointment its soooo damn difficult i tell u. just becoz its like the PEAK period uh~ this kids, very super problematic uh! abdomen pain la. testes 1 big 1 small la. cannot pee la. constipate la! hernia la. what what what la. i mean. i dont really mind la they came. but appointment wise!~ SUSAH LA WEY! gue pening k kat counter tadi! HANYA TUHAN SAJA LA PAHAM PERASAAN YE DDK DI COUNTER TADI!

another stress day tomorrow...GOD KNOWS WHY I HATE TUESDAY SO MUCH! and i cant believe it i'm running the same dr again. GOSH!!!!!! nvm.........its okie........relax. WEDS another PH. chill...... chill.........

2010-11-09T20:49:00.003+08:00

"Like I’m the only one that you’ll ever love. Like I’m the only one who knows your heart.. Only girl in the world…"

2010-11-07T22:27:00.002+08:00

GOD KNOWS HOW TIRED I AM.
but, its all worth it. spending time with the usuals minus Khai of coz.
it was fun. Expo seeing all those barang2 kawin. fui~
mahal oi~ i think in 5 yrs time more expensive den now uh.
Well, i can see my future wedding tho.
i like it simple. not too complicated.
like wat i saw just now at the expo. Pink feathers all over the chair(UGLY I SWEAR!). Swing chair(TOO COMPLICATED). Small waterfall at the side(JUST MAKE IT ALL WORST!) and so many TOO EXQUISITE displays for wedding(IF U GOT THE WHOLE MONEY THEN I THINK ITS WORTH IT.)

but yeah. again. i keep telling myself since young till now. my mindset for my wedding will be simple. YET nice. and not BORING. haha. i dont want my future husband will be all stressed out abt wat i want for my wedding. Silly. i mean. as long its simple and nice to look at...den its all worth my money la. if its simple. and theres no WOW to it...den dont call it as a wedding~ hahahahahah.

at least i know the pricing for a 2 day event. i tell u....EXPENSIVE OI! with the package la. hahaha. insya'allah if i got a wedding. den i tell u the whole sum of money spend okie?! LOL. now, lets just save up and think abt engangement 1st?! LOL! When?! hahahahaha. INSYA'ALLAH. we will just wait okie. =D

2010-11-07T12:53:00.002+08:00

Happy bday to bro Taufiq aka Daniel Quipster.
Advanced actually. haha.
but it was a nice gathering. but without khai la.
he's out of town. and he's like pushing us away.
sad or wat~
hopefully he misses us~~ booohooooo~~~

anyway, meeting them again.
EXPO!
Here we goooo~~
=D

2010-11-05T12:42:00.002+08:00

Supposed to be a long weekend for me. But too bad. i got to go to work tomorrow. Darn it~ But its okie. i still got today and sun to spend me time!~ LOL!

As for today plan, KITE with gfs~ oh so missing them. but gf irni, mai, kecik not coming. they haf their own plan and 1 of them need to work. its okie. i bet we will meet next time. and BF!! my BF going to follow us!~ So happy! we can be ur model today! LOL! pls bring along ur camera! LOL!!

and i hope sundeks karaoke will come true! lol. one of girls want to combine with my sundeks for karaoke session. makes me more happy!! my childhood frens and my ite frens and my bf~ GOSH! this is the best deepavali ever if it come true la! but watever!! i love my friday already!

HAPPY DEEPAVALI EVERYONE!

2010-10-24T19:50:00.006+08:00

Photographer: Fandi.
Model: Suriani.
Make up: Suriani.
Location: Abandon Railtrack.

One of the things that i hate/scared of is HEIGHT. OMG~ That place involved with height. And its windy. But for LOVE SAKES, i have to deal with height. Haha. Thank God that he hold my hand just to make sure i'm safe. LOVE LOVE LOVE.

Anyway, i think pictures went well. Because he's just happy with whatever he saw in his very own camera. And that look of his face i know he's satisfied. Well, i didnt really want to do it at 1st, because i'm so shy. And of coz i'm scared he's not satisfy with me or watever. So many things just goes tru my mind. Thinking so much if he will hate my make up or my 100 baht dress from Phuket. But he loved it all!~

I'm feeling so bohemian and so inspired by Nelly Furtado so called looks.. LOL. Like real. But hey, pictures from my point of view.. pretty awesome!~ I'm quite impressed with myself. LOL. I dunno...I just love many pictures of me in it. Sorry for those who doesnt have my FB account. U can only view just 1 picture and thats the one above. KUANG KUANG!

Anyway, i hope he will shoot ME again~ hahaha. BUT SOMEWHERE ELSE WITH NO HEIGHTS INVOLVE! Overall, i have fun....

2010-10-22T23:11:00.002+08:00

i love u, Mum & Dad.
i love u, Brothers.
i love u, Sis-In-Laws.
i love u, Lil Aniq & Baby Naila.
i love u, GFS.
i love u, BFS.
and
i love u, Fandi.
Goodnight all. Sweet Dreams.

2010-10-17T14:01:00.003+08:00

Fri, i met bf. he wanted to go to this lights festival at the Marina Bay. So we wen there. SO NICE! SO ROMANTIC?! lol. all at the very last minute. didnt bring my camera! if not i think i could capture nice photos. but wth. he brought his. but his batt wen flat~ lol! but spending time with him was worth it.

yesterday. was my cousin,Wati, lil princess, Eka 2nd bday. so wen there for food and cake. kinda no mood yesterday. and i took pic so horrible! lucky la this pic nice! hahahahahaha.

well, just updates for now. i'm so late! bf is out! and he nv even told me he's out!!! omg!!! k bye!!!

2010-10-14T22:02:00.004+08:00

It was like SSN Ranjit last day at work before she leave us and continue her studies, higher diploma in nursing. it was sad. but she gonna leave us for like 9 months and she will be back next yr june! haha. its not like she's a goner. lol! so, as like a farewell thingy, one of our senior surgeon gave us $100(actually $200 but Sister Gian gave her back $100) to buy watever food we want to eat. lol! so we picked PIZZA HUT! we ordered and it cost like $209(and how many cents). Sister Gian who is willingly paid that extra $100(and how many cents) for us... niceeee~

What the hell we ordered?
1) 4 regular veggie lover pizza.
2) 8 regular hawaiian pizza.
3) 3 bake rice.
4) 1 lasagne.
5) 4 garlic bread.
6) 18 pcs of sweet and spicy chicken drumlet.
7) 2 pack of starry munchies.

And that we call GREEDY!! almost everyone get their own pizza. not a slice! but the whole box to themselves! LOL! fun. anyway to SSN Ranjit, goodluck in ur studies and please make us proud! wuhoo! gua caya sama lu la Ranj! we are soo gonna miss her laughters and her english slangs and her dances and many more. we will see u in June 2011 okie! Make sure u come back!!!

After fun @ work, met the bf. Miss him okie. 4 days of not meeting. we had dinner at Bugis, Tong Seng. oh yah! he bought 2 awesome new shirt! i love the blue one. really nice and looks good on him. i Swear! Anyways, i cant wait for Sunday k bf... I sooo gonna play KITE! Please.........*with that cute face of mine*

Weekends is coming! LOVING IT!

2010-10-13T21:42:00.002+08:00

i've got this 32 gb ipod touch which i put only a thousands of songs. now, its the time to update more more more songs. Songs from back den when i was i young and hopeless. my rock-punk-pop-hip-hop-rnb world. from good charlotte to the corrs to madonna to chris brown to my chemical romance to the verve to many more to come~ its just nice to hear all that old songs~ with meanings and nothing else matters.

2010-10-12T21:05:00.003+08:00

i'm back! i miss blogging! been with tumblr for many months. and oh yah. been missing in action in blogging world. GOSH!!!!

didnt open up a new URL becoz i love this URL. but when i read back wat happen in 2009...damn, its a shitty year. i swear! haha. but tat was last year. watever happens in 2009 remains in 2009. and i hope it wont happen again(insya'Allah). 2010, BEEN SUPER NICE TO ME(alhamdulillah). but again, there will always be ups and downs in life. TRUE? but smooooth so far.

2010, family and friends, still the same. but my 2nd bro, just became a dad 6 months ago. Beautiful baby girl name, Naila Athirah. AND i have a new group of friends, been with me since 01 Jan 2010. and we became close as if i know them 10 years already. the connection is so nice la.

2010, work, not much complaint YET. but u know shit happen sometimes at work. colleague to colleague. but wat the hell. u just cant run away from it. but its gonna be my 2 yr there soon! fast huh! i'm loving it!

2010, travel with friends. and its awesome! KL, TIOMAN, PHUKET(Thailand). and yeap we gonna continue traveling soon~~ next aim, Bali! Philipines! Bangkok! Basically we will be trying our best to cover Asia! hahahaha. Perhaps, Dubai too!

2010, Love life? Well, i SWEAR i'm in love right now... close one will know who. its been, AWESOME! he open up my heart. open up my soul. most importantly, he knows how to DEAL me. and i thank GOD for this. =D

anyway, 2 more months to go before 2010 ends. i just wish it will continue this way all the way to the upcoming many many many years.

2009-12-03T19:36:00.002+08:00

its a girl who freaking call me.
haha.
I REST MY CASE!
as i always knew it.

the way she msg me yesterday.
i just knew it.
idiot.
so lucky i have a fren who willingly try to call this person by using her own private number.
and yes!~
leekon said "ITS A GIRL!"
hahahahahaha.
damn it.

GERLS GERLS.
JEALOUS FOR WAT!?
IDIOT.

2009-12-02T23:34:00.003+08:00

what do u want from me u fucked up bitch!?
why do u keep bugging me?!
GET A FUCKING LIFE!
FUCK YOU.

things just need to be change after i come back from my holidays.
away from you.
away from JOHARIS.
away from work.
away from everything.
but best is...AWAY FROM UR FREAKING PHONECALLS!
i need my fucking LIFE!
AND I'M NOT KIDDING ABT THIS U STUPID BITCH!

2009-12-01T22:54:00.002+08:00

Dec month will be the party month for me.
picture above? hahaha. it was last yr pic. taken by an old friend/date of mine, Saiful.
action2 je letak. hahaha.
KL.ZOUKOUT.GAYCLUB?.COUNTDOWN.PARTY.PARTY.PARTY.

2009-11-30T21:54:00.001+08:00

Let December be a month to remember and let November month be forgotten.

i wanted so badly to have my own life back and not this.

2009-11-27T21:54:00.002+08:00

This is aniq syazmie. 1st nephew. i love him alot la okie. him belong to my 1st bro and kak rina.

this will be the niece?! hehe. was hoping for another nephew. but its okie. rezeki. hehehe. this belong to my 2nd bro and kak reen. c u next yr baby....cant wait for ur arrival already!!!

2009-11-26T16:46:00.000+08:00

drink. drank. drunk.
awesome night.
thanks gfs.

2009-11-17T23:04:00.003+08:00

thanks for the peppermint mocha and a good lecture session with u.
if i'm stuck at home. i will be going MAD.

never in my life i throw my hp.
never in my life i bang my head.
never in my life i feel so Mad/crazy.
NEVER.

as this is the 1st time.
when my mum beat me.
i dont even feel hurt.
as in my skin is too thick and too emotion.

sorry for all the harsh words i said to u girls.
as i am so angry that u gerls keep saying the same things.
i dont need pitiness from u girls.
i dont need the sentence -
"one day u will find someone."
or
"pls be strong."
or
"mesti ade jodoh ye. sabar."

well. to me all of that does not exist anymore.
its easy to console.
or being worried.
or being nice.
its easy to say becoz u are not in my shoes.
its easy to say becoz u only see and hear my sorrows.
u are not in my shoes dearest friends.

shit keep repeating to me.
by saying the same thing,
things will never change.

i just need time to heal this time ard.
i maybe seeing so smiley and play ard.
but u guys wont know i shattered it was.
i dont want to hear anything tat u think tat can make it all alright.
coz i know it wont be alright.

the last question tat i asked fit, was the most shocking look tat i got from her.
i dunno if i should believe. or not to believe..
i just need some guidance now.
to which route should i go.

sorry to all my friends.

2009-11-17T15:56:00.002+08:00

i know i have my girlfriends.
i know i have my family.

i know it hurts.
i know time will heal.

i know he's a 25 yr old guy without a brain who done it tru sms.
COWARD!
and guess what.
yes its better u hurt me now then later.
THANKS FOR MAKING ME REALIZE THAT JOE.

AND thats the 25 yr old guy WAYS OF HURTING a 22 year old women.

2009-11-15T14:16:00.004+08:00

now,
she only need her bestfriend.
and the beach.

dear God,
just for today.
dont let it rain today.

.................

2009-11-13T22:41:00.002+08:00

what hurts the most.............

its hard for me to say it out.
Only God knows.

2009-11-04T21:23:00.002+08:00

URGE TO GO PARTY.

OMG.

ITS BEEN AWHILE...
(i think so....)

12 DECEMBER 2009.
ZOUKOUT.
HOUSE MUSIC ALL NIGHT LONG.

simply cant wait.
its time to party people.
ENJOY UH~

2009-11-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

nose block.
thanks to the rain.
back still aching.
i need a real massage.
next week next week.
haha.
spa spa~

to ms fitri.
haf fun in KL okie.
jgn rindu abg -----!!!!
hehe.
ckp je takot tak sempat ckp kat kau this friday.
hahahahaaha.

TUESDAY is here again.
I HATE TUESDAY!
damn it~

2009-11-01T16:11:00.003+08:00

fri nite + mine saturday = PRICELESS~

when u meet ur friends.
u know u gonna haf so much fun with them.
that is why ME LOVE ME FRIENDS.
eventho we haf our ups and downs.
still u guys rule my life!
without u guys i'm a NOBODY~
FRIENDS FOREVER OKIE!

well,
how about love life.
positive. rite on track.
dating with him is fun.

his 25th bday coming.
we going to be away for 2 days.
a romantic birthday getaway.

1 more week to go.
wuhooo.

2009-10-24T19:47:00.000+08:00

now me at kkh.
Waiting for abg janggut ku.
saw him with the begs.
Mcm nak pegi belayar sey kita org.
Padahal nak gi bbq je sey.
Hahahaha

Me going to enjoy tonite!
Lots of prawns ppl!

2009-10-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

this week keje...
fuyoooo! 3 hari straight aku buat room.
and 3 straight days aku keje in the same room.
sian to the max.
as i thought today i will be doing counter.
but too bad. still room.

yesterday working with dr JC.
i hate tuesday as i said before.
yesterday morning sucks.
but in the end of the day...
its a nice tuesday actually.
just becoz she need to rush to meeting teacher watever thingy in her daughter school.
thats why habis cepat..kalau tak....kul 7pm masih kat clinic!

well, tmrw! pls put me in counter!
god! tired u know!
haha.
complaint je eh.
but work is fun!
when u are in CSC only!
lol

anyway, fit.
next week okie we go starbucks.
sori to disappoint you..
no cents...
ade la...but need to survive till weekend.

and weekend in 2 days time!!
GOSH! THIS WEEK IS FAST YEAH.
and now i dunno wat to do on saturday...
single maaaah.
duh~
peace!

2009-10-20T19:13:00.002+08:00

oh yes.
i'm the one who ended the relationship with faruq.
never done tat.
and i dunno how the hell guys said the word "break-up" so easily.
goodness.
i hope this is like the FIRST and the LAST time i said the word "break-up"
**CROSS FINGER**
Oh yes.
i did cried. cos tak sampai hati.
but have to end it. coz it wont do any good if i given u another chance.
truly, i am sorry.

well, now, i'm in the clinic.
waiting for someone.
and yes its a HE.
he working in KKH too.
but he's not under kkh la.
from other company.

well, i've noticed him since i started working in CSC.
and he also noticed me for so long.
hahaha.
nvm.
i dont want to elaborate anything abt him.
he's someone special now.
but not into rship yet.
due to- wait ppl said tat i'm a SUNDAL.
or watever negatives things la.
u know, HUMANS MINDSET IS ALWAYS NARROW!

i only can say this:-
he's 25.
with goatee.
rambot style mcm indonesian boyband.
DIMPLES!
plus! plus! plus!

okie. me hungry like hell.
cepat sikit! kiri! kanan! kiri! kanan!

2009-10-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

yeap.
complicated.
time-out.
thats all i asked for right now.
love u always.

2009-10-13T23:38:00.002+08:00

DAMN. I'M SUPER TIRED.
haha. saturday. sunday. monday. tuesday.
OMG!
out out out and out~
wedding - raya outing - bday bash - karaoke.
hahahahaha.
loving every moment with the gfs.
okie. off to sleep already.
peace.

2009-10-07T23:16:00.002+08:00

so today i wen out with miss fitri.
she wanted to buy presents for miss zimah.
so she asked me out la.
den i also bought something..
i feel its such a waste of money.
but wat the hell.
i'm into BULU(feathers).
so i bought this thingy almost $30 to get this.
nvm.
its nice la. its black. and it look classy and simple.

and then. this minah kempunan makan popeye.
so we wen there.
sedap sey...
after tat....we chat and chat and chat and chat...
about old love life. and life. and so on..
so i told fit something tat i cant say it here.
too personal. and i just cant help it.
i need to tell someone.
so i told fit. hehehe.
U KNOW I KNOW!
(oh by the way, its about me. so friends. dont worry. its not about anyone of u. as i say, its personal. takot krg pikir yg bukan2 pulak. misunderstanding nanti gaduh pulak kan. so yah. its abt me.)

talking about ex dates and ex bf.
so irritating thinking abt them all.
how we cannot forget them.
how we cannot moved on.
haha.
i know how exactly she felt...
so hard. and its not like u wanted the heart to be closed.
but its too hard lor.
tat was me...before i met my bf.
4 yrs babe! cannot believed it.
lol.

sooooo, fit listen to me..
date with tat dude!!!
i sooo berkenan same dia!
U KNOW I KNOW!!
onli tat asked him to changed his attitude k.
hehehehe.
mane tau...
jodoh kau gan dia...
hehehehehehehe.

wokay!
now i'm looking for monday.
ZIMAH BDAY THEME, ALL BLACK!
1st time ever we have this kinda of theme thingy.
its gonna be a great nite!!!
wuhoooo!!!!

2009-10-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

raya 2009 sucks.
enough said.

2009-10-03T18:34:00.001+08:00

oh my god.
so many pictures.
from many2 events.
sori eh.
malas nak upload pic here.
haha.
just check out the facebook.

peace.

2009-09-29T21:17:00.002+08:00

Dear Jippy, Nora and Faezah,
yes. i'm sori.
i'm not trying to be a bitch.
but sometimes i dont even know tat i'm being a bitch.
maybe i shud just shut myself up.
actually i dont know who u reffering too.
but somehow or rather...i know its me.
who else rite u wanna say like tat.
aku yg buih krg. so yes, its shud be me.
it hurts when i see tat post of urs.
but aku sedar aku buih. and i'm not trying to be a bitch.
seriously. aku mane ye bitchy je aku nak jadi bitch.
but its okie.
i know how u ppl feel wen kena buih.
been there done tat.
angry angry angry.
nvm. u guys can be angry with me for a very long time.
but sori, u guys shud know i'm not trying to be a bitch.
so yeah.
u can just dont want to see me like u dont want to see nita.
i dont mind.
yg penting aku tau aku mmg buih krg and aku mengaku salah aku.
all i wanna say its, SORRY.

2009-09-25T19:30:00.002+08:00

very itchy la sey.
i mean. my foot. my legs. my whole body.
itchy to go to party!!
and fit and i..
will be going to fuel party tonite.
if of coz u know the password.
u will get in fir free.
but the main problem is...
we dont know if the password thingy is for real or not.
so i ask faiz abt it.
amazingly he also like dunno if the password is for real or not.
so here goes nothing.
if not...
then of coz...
there will be other party on a FRIDAY night baby!
2 org pon 2 org la.
but i guess. if faiz got other place to go...
maybe i will tag with him along.
coz its his bday tmrw.
well, let past be the past aite.
forgive and forget.
and this is our opportunity to go out as friends.
tgk cam mane la hor.
hahahahaha.

FIT U JUST WISHED ITS FOR REAL OKIE!
damn it!
i sooo wanna party at the museum tonight!!!
HEEELP!!!

2009-09-23T21:14:00.002+08:00

1st cake.
thank God it didnt sunk.
thank God its edible.
thank God i have my mum to help out.
if not i will be in a TOTAL mess.

anywho.
1st cake always looks yucky and not so yummy.
kinda nervous to bring it over to my work place.
i know i will have bad critic from them.
but.
nvm. 1st cake.
dont go on to hard on me okie people!~
hehe.

well, i have something else on my mind.
muffins muffins muffins.
i'm so into baking now.
i blame it on "Hell's Kitchen".
he's(chef ramsey) the one who make me want to be in the kitchen somehow.
hahahaha.
make sense?!
and nigella lawsons.
i love her recipes!
heheheheeh.

well. i wont stop now.
as i am in love with bake.
hahahahahaha.
Gosh.

=)

2009-09-22T13:45:00.002+08:00

i wanna meet my bf real badly.
missing him already.
padahal smlm satu hari gan aku.
i miss him i miss him i miss him.

JANGAN JELES EH MINAH!
KUANG KUANG KUANG!

2009-09-21T00:20:00.002+08:00

MORE GIRLISH ROOM NOW. waay better den the last one. haha.

Abg amie and kak rina and lil aniq.

more rapat with this family. =) always the 1st family to come over for raya~

sis-in-law and me. waiting for cabby~

lil eka and mom.

mom and grandma.

mom with lil danny and lil aniq.

my second bro capal with lil aniq capal. same!
-----

1st day not so much la.
2nd day is the one i looking forward too.
bf going to tag along with us.
confirm dia nervous.
1ST TIME LA KAN!
lol.
and he's going to drive lor.
after tat, we going to celeb our 7th month anniversary.
haha.
anywho. more pics in my FB.
PEACE.

2009-09-18T23:55:00.002+08:00

1st of all.
thank u to my dearest bf for buying me the mixer machine, the dark chocolates, the pans, the sabun basuh pinggan mangkok and etc @ giant today.
hahahahaha.
and oh yah.
the rented car. AWESOME!
FIAT baby! hahahaha. and its so comfy.
hahahahaha.

and yessa!!!
LONG LEAVE SIA!
like finally i managed to feel the leave.
like before i join kkh.
i will nv get this kinda looong looooooooooooooong holiday.
hahahaha.
be back to work next thurs. fuh! shiok giler.

and by the way.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL.
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.
to the haters(sape yg terasa tu, terima je la eh).
same goes to u.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA.

=)

2009-09-13T00:48:00.002+08:00

i've got 3 albums to upload to FB.
hell alot la.
abit lazy la.
due to fasting month.
malas nak update.

alhamdulillah.
1 more week to the festive season.
but i dont feel it yet.
not now i guess.
or maybe i'm abit old for this.
tak macam dulu...
raya dpt duit raya! hahaha
now kita yg kene bagi drg $$$
haiz~~~~

hahahaha.
nvm.
anyway, will be updating photos soon.

iftar with colleague(awesome food!!).
out with cousin and his ite dover friends(geylang. cum his 22nd bday.hmmm, abit boring la this outing. hahahaha).
iftar with happy pills! noi, jippy and faeza(they always make me laugh! perot almost pecah okie!).

so many!!!! i think pictures like over 150?! hahahahahaha.
i will break it into 3 albums in FB.
haha.

okie. tired siul!
to those been waiting for pictures...
pls forgive me..
perhaps tuesday or maybe tomorrow if i'm free after buat kuih...
den i update k...
sori for the delay.
PEACE!

2009-09-06T21:01:00.002+08:00

steps 1 - 4.

and tats "cornflakes macaroons"

the 2 doughs.

before it became the actual biscuits.

in the oven....

and tat will be "biscuit syawal". actually supposed to be a "trio biscuit syawal". but its only a DUO. hehehe.

the 3rd dough. hahahahahaha. look like something else huh?!

before it bacame a biscuitsssss. hahahahahaaha.

in the oven.....

almost done....

the last kuih! "chocolate snowball"!!!!!

---------------------------

its wasnt tat bad after all.
hahahahaha.
its easy when u haf all the ingredients and steps in a recipe book!
but my mum and me..
didnt convinced we can make it la.
hahahaha.
and u see!!
it worked! and it didnt burned! and its nice!!!!
tats wat i think la.
i think its nice. lol.
whoever came over and try the kuih.
hahahahahahaha.

anywho...
i don wan to work tmrw!!
omg! weekend is soooo short!!!
damn it!!!!

2009-09-06T19:09:00.002+08:00

HIS TELOK-BLANGAH KURUNG~

MINE MINI-KURUNG~

-----

i'm in love with blue.
AGAIN!
hahahaha.
last time wen i was younger blue is like my favourite colour.
den wen i'm older...i love brown.
hahahahaha.
wat the heck.

thanks to irni and fitri.
hehehehe.
helping me out choosing a very simple and not so expensive baju for us!
hahahahahaha.

and i haf a great nite with u gerls last nite at geylang bazaar.
alot of people.
brought my camera..
but too bad, i didnt use it at all.
coz it was too packed. and i cant see to find the time to take out my camera.
its okie.
u will see the bazaar picture soon.
coz will be going there again this friday with the cousins!!!
wuhoooo~

oh yeah.
i've done the kuih2 today.
critic(mum and dad) said...
"sedap...rasa mcm susu."
hahahaha.
just to sedap kan ati aku la nie....
hahahahahahahahaahahaha.

2009-09-02T21:05:00.001+08:00

i've something in mind for gf, zimah 22nd bday.
oh yeah. we going to Hard Rock Cafe to watch Kumars Night la.
tat will be in 1 month time.

and yes. i've got plan for the bday cake.
hahaha.
its not a cake la actually.
oh well, this yr....
each and everyone(at least few) of us got diff2 type of "SO-CALLED BDAY CAKE"
lol.
for example.
Irni's bday, she got donuts as a cake.
Mine? Macaroons?! hhahahahaha. dunno how to spell it...
Odah will be ..... OH YAH!! famous amos cookies!! THE HUGE ONE!!
and others....its normal kek! LOL!!!!

and for zimah's bday.....
all i can think of is - bday muffins.
HOME-MADE! how bout tat?!?!? coolshit tak!?
i was browsing tru a malay magazine(SECTIONS OF MUFFINS AND COOKIES FOR RAYA, SPECIAL EDITION LOR!!!).
and somehow...
its just stuck on my mind tat MUFFIN is soooo for zimah bday~
but before anything happen...
i've got to try to make at least few 1st...
testing reason la..at least let my collegues try 1st...especially kak norizah.
somehow i know she's the best la in this baking and cooking session at work!
this few days she's been telling and teaching me few kuih2..hahaha
but anywhoooooo....the muffins. DIE DIE MUST TRY TO DO IT 1ST!!!
ade je tak menjadi...nanti jadi apa muffin pon aku tak tau...

waaaaah!!!! i think i'm in love with this so called baking thingy..
padahal tak pernah aku pegang benda2 nie semua!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!
as now i've got so much time in the world! no more shift work!!
weekends is soooo free unless i haf no plan with bf or frens la...
hahahahahaha.

and this saturday.....
my mum and me....going to make cookies....
hehhehehehe.
and of coz this is a try-out la...
again i must say....takot cookie jadi cookie apa pon aku tak tau...
lets just seeeeeee~
EXCITED!!!!!

Odah 22nd.

Irni 22nd.

Mine 22nd.

2009-08-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

dedicated to an old "bestfriend". lyrically.
FROM PARAMORE - IGNORANCE.

i was shocked when u added me on FB.
but too bad la gerl. i rejected u.
its so hard to accept u now.
forgive me for not being nice on this Ramadhan month.
peace.

---------

"Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
Oh we're not the same
The friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good
It's good

You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess i'll go
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend"

------

wanna hear the whole song?
listen it in youtube.
enjoy~

2009-08-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

it aches.
pain la sia.
moody too.
guess its tat time of the month.
GOD.

2009-08-29T18:24:00.000+08:00

the roti kirai.

the curry daging.

the kuey teow.

the sayur sawi.

-----

korang makan apa nanti buka?!
aku da tau da apa aku makan nanti...
as i request, since my 1st bro and sis in law coming.
i told mak to make roti kirai and curry.

and yes!
we did it.
and for the very 1st time.
i make the kirai without my mum supervise.
she's happily doing her other jobs while i do the kirai.
yeah. i didnt go to the kitchen tat much.
but today...
i feel like doin the kirai.
hahahahahaha.

as for next week.
my mum and i going to make kuih2.
mum asked if i wanted to gif faruq family the kuih2.
so i said..
if wanna do den we do it together.
as i'm not good doing all this bakering2 thingy.

but i think i know how to do the cornflake kuih2.
hahahaha.
i read the recipe in the net.
simple yah.
so tat will be my 1st kuih in my whole entire life.
hahahaha.
like cannot wait like tat.

oh yah.
mum doin kuey teow goreng now.
gosh.
a sudden hunger just came.
hahahahahahahahaha.

and now we waiting for the arrival of my bro and kak rina and baby aniq.
yeah!!!

2009-08-29T18:09:00.000+08:00

in the kitchen.

they came.

they came.

we decided to eat in the hall.

she said "55 tahun!!"

my dad resting...

from mee, rojaks, murtabaks, popiahs etc etc etc...

me arranging the candles...

wah. nice~

he wanted to blow the candle.

he so cute!

cutting cake!!!

brothers and sisters.

mum n dad.

hassan family...

dad enjoying the cake.
-------

so it was a plan.
from kak reen and abg adie la.
hahahahahah.
it was a good surprise as i play along la.
mum was so surprised everybody turn up.
hahhaha.
almost see her in tears.
but she doesnt cry..
hahaha.
the food was awesome.
full giler la!!

anyway,
it was nice everyone around the hs.
not so quiet.
=)

2009-08-25T20:02:00.003+08:00

i received my new kurung today.
nice. hehe.
its baby blue. songket lor.
hahaha.

anyway,
work was fine.
but today its such an awesome day to sleep.
goodness! but what to do...
work! must work!

=)

sian ley.
no updates la actually.
haha.
i'm so craving for mint milk from mosi cafe @ arab st.
memanggil! nora cepat2 kita pegi iftar together there okie!
hahahahahaha.

2009-08-24T22:05:00.003+08:00

wednesday, date with bf to kfc for buka.
thursday, mummy bday. buka as a family.

and saturday?!
NO NEED TO WORK!
thank GOD!
no clinic at all.
prof jacobsen and dr yap blocked their clinic.
happy happy happy!!

wanna make plan with bf...
wanna watch tat movie!
the proposal!
wuhoo. hopefully he agreed!
he will agree la! hahahaha. i know my bf too well.
coz he loves movie la...cant help it.

4 more werking days to gooooooo....
wish i can skip tuesday! omg!
hate tuesday! hate tuesday!!

now i'm thinking of baju....
turquoise? white?
kurung?! or just normal baju kebaya?
not the modern one...
i've been wanting to wear the old modern type of kebaya la..
mcm kampong2 gitu!! hahaha.
see how! going shopping for raya soon with bf...
hahahahahaha.
but kena wait for the car..
no car he don wan to go...
MAN!!! PEMALAS NAK MAMPOS!
lol!!!

oh yeah!
to all.
SELAMAT BERBULAN PUASA!!
=)

2009-08-17T21:29:00.002+08:00

okie.
everyone haf their moments la.
like my collegue, Angeling...having a HUGE crush on this Korean F4 dude.
and i...
RUPERT GRINT!
omg~~~~~~
i liked him since the 1st harry potter movie.
tat cute redhead dude..
now he's older and much much more manly looking..
haaaaiz~~~~~~
from just now k i keep browsing watever in youtube tat have him in it~
and the movie, cherrybomb...
omg!! he's soooo damn sexy la~
never see tat side of him...
haiyo!!!!!!!

i'm having a major crush on him now!!
noooooo!!!
and i know i never get him la~
duuuh!!
LOL!!!!!

2009-08-16T20:42:00.001+08:00

so cloudy....but didnt rain...turn out to be sunny after tat....

Odah, Fit, Vanessa and me.

wen to sentosa.
miss the beach la.
so we decide to head there.
them talking about the break-up.
so upsetting.
wat kind of a guy ask for a breakup @ 4.30am in the morning?!
naybei naybei!!

den my apologies to them.
i have to moved on and see the others in the evening..
(and i tot it will be a FUN nite...bu eventually it doesnt!)
usually we will be spending the whole day at the sentosa..
but i haf another plan with the others la..
haiz. i feel bad u know!
hehe.

den gf fetched me at the harbourfront.
okie. seriously.
it wasnt a GREAT nite after all.
its a BITCH okie!
u know~
kita kwn gan kau da lame!
kita tau uh kau under depression!
tapi tak payah mcm siak uh kau!
oh yah.
aku mmg peragai kat kreta. not talking to u.
its a waste of time la.
oh yah. kau bawak kita sane sini..(thanks la anyway..susah payah je)
but i wont accept the fact tat kau marah kita..
and another thing tat i hate about last nite is...
KEEP ASKING UR FRENS TO DO THIS AND DAT.(nak masok kan cashcard pon nak suruh org buat...)
and wen u asked mane kita nak pegi...
actualli others did give u plans..
BUT U ARE TOO AFRAID TO PARK UR CAR!
tats why u keep saying this and tat.
i dunno if others notice la about it...

silent treatment aku bagi kau.
ckp pon tak byk.
so noi.
next time dia ajak kuar..
pls don invite me.

so yah. if lets say 'kau' baca kan...
aku tak rasa SORRY pon utk kau...
coz apa kita ckp kau tak nak dgr.
and kau balik2 nak nangis. nak pasrah.
suriana ye bf pon bagi kau perangsang pon aku tak tau kau nak dgr ke tidak.
so u go ur way...till u find ur old self again.
i don wan to be part of ur life for now.
aite~

maybe u ppl read this will be saying "she's not a good fren"
its up for u guys to judge la..
i can be the best.....or i may not~
so yah....
peace to u people!

the 2 tat made my nite happy.... lucky i have them.... =)

**this is the onli picture for now. too lazy to upload here...to see more. tgk kat FB aite!

2009-08-10T16:36:00.000+08:00

semangat!!

newspaper pon okie la kan!~

merah merah merah!

our fellow singaporeans!~

bestie and me~

cream puff from fit's mum~

so far...sori u cant see anything~

they are so excited~

cute huh~ but i don know them la..

here come the helicopter with our Singapore Flag~

the flag~

at least we can see bits of the parade~

fitri and me~

the beautiful fireworks tat everyone been waiting for~

the last part of the fireworks.

msg for singapore.

we wen in for free. but theres nuthing much too see. hahahahaah

the God.

anything goes..hahahahaa.

just the 3 of us. hehe.

-----

Happy 44th bday Singapore.
theres, fit and kecik and me.
who is soooo semangat with all this.
howell.
i wanted to go so tat i can watch the fireworks.
and i wanna try to take pictures of the fireworks with my cammy.
hmmm, doesnt really look nice huh?
maybe i used a wrong mode.
i dunno.
BUT AT LEAST I TRY!!
theres 400 over pictures.
and this is just the selected pics for u ppl to see.
to see more...u shud see it in my FB.
but i havent upload yet.
alot ley!!!
hahahahahahaah.

after all tat, we wen to a asian museum for free for last nite only.
kita masok nak abik aircon je.
lol.
and took lots of pictures inside too.
but too lazy nak upload here. hahaha.
its all like the historical thingy happen in asia.
den we lepak jap.
coz we know if we wen home earli.
the train will be jam packed.
so we waited till almost 11 and den we go home.
hahahaha.

we talked so much about the past and also we kinda plan where to go fot holiday this November.
Redang? Tioman? Batam?
we all don wanna shop.
we just wanna relax by the beach.
and haf good seafoods.
and haf a blast.
GIRLS ONLY!~
hahahahahahaha.

so we still planning.
no confirm place yet.
and i hope this time i will be OUT OF SINGAPORE!
i mean WE need our Holidays too u know!
not onli work!
hahahahaha.

well, tomorrow clinic will be abit quiet.
Dr Joyce not be around.
so left with Dr Nara and PAC.
hope this week will be smooth.
pls don be like last week!
PLS!!!

2009-08-06T22:09:00.001+08:00

Open Your Eyes - Sum 41
------------

this is the kind of songs when i'm really feeling abit fucked up.
no, its not the boyfriend.
he's being a good bf so far.

this is all about me.
i dunno if its my menses.
or issit my old attitude is back.

okie.
about me.
FOR THOSE WHO DON EVEN KNOW ME.
this is me(by far la)
i'm tat girl who likes to joke.
irritates people.
loves to laugh.
actually i'm much more lively person since i work in KKH la.
tats the truth.
i never feel this happy before.

back den.
way before i start as a clinic asst.
i was a full time asst. den i promoted to supervisor.
okie.
my mood sucks.
i mean....u can joke with me.
i will joke back.
but wen i'm not in a mood.
nobody wants to talk to me.
or don even want to look at me.
i will come to work wif all the fucked up face.
den after a few moment i will be okie.

not onli in my old workplace.
even in schools.
i haf this fucking face la wen i just enter the room.
wen i'm quiet nobody wants to talk to me..
i will talk to them...den they will talk to me back..
old times huh.

like today.
actualli i wasnt in tat good of a mood uh.
actualli since yesterday.
i feel shitty.
oh yeah.
its the menses la.
but again...
usually(i mean me now!)
i will be all bubbly and stuff.
still make jokes and watever.
but its just strange tat i feel pissed off for nothing.
actualli not nuthing.
i guess somethings just make me feel so pissed off.
and i just don need to elaborate it.
its my fault too.
at least aku mengaku okie people.

but the truth is.
sometimes i just cant control my fucking temper uh.
sometimes this temper just rule my life.
tats why i said.
this is like the old me.
fucking temper person.
its so obvious tat i really cannot handle it just now.
tat make me kinda haf a tone, which collegues doesnt like.
and i just bang the door just to change my clothes.
its not funny u know if this temper come to place.
its not nice to see.

but u see.
i just cant handle it.
it just come by....
omg. i feel horrible also la.
but wat the fuck.
wen u need to blow....
u HAF TO BLOW!
i wonder how tomorrow at work will be.
i haf this great feeling people will complaint about me...?
i hope not la.
this is like the 1st time ever they saw this side of me.....
tat i wish it wont happen again. GOSH~

well,
people are all not perfect.
theres a GOOD & BAD side.
u cant deny it aite.
this is just humans.

and oh yah!
to faizal!
my old buddy since pri to sec sch fren!!
CONGRATS MAN!!
u will be a daddy soon.
ALHAMDULILLAH.
nasib baik dpt terserempak gan kau tadi...
kalau tak............
lain kali aku nampak kau dukung baby lagi aku terperanjat!
LOL!!!
best of luck k boy!

2009-08-02T18:05:00.001+08:00

we were lost in ION Orchard Mall.

while waiting for odah.

@ starbucks.

while waiting for zimah. dia tengah berak! LOL!

SHE IS STILL IN THE TOILET!! hahahahaha.

at clarke quay already.

cant wait to hear some sreeaaaam!!

come aloooooong~~

us~

last drink and off she go to meet her other fren....

see the awesome crowd!!!

gerls just wanna haf fun~~~

zimah and me~~~~

good old song from the dj!! i like him leeey!!!

3 of us~~

this angmo offered me his bottle of wine~ but of coz i rejected~ duh!!!!

another short angmo carried me just to take a picture of us! lol!!!!

her old fren....fit and zimah...hahaha. same name as my other fren. lol~ she's super pretty u know!!

group pic. and tat was the last pic....hahahahaha...

-----

awesome nite!!!
love the atmosphere.
and i will definitely be there again...
after all the puasa and hari raya kinda over lor.
hahahahahaha.
i haf a new favourite club already.
hahahahahaha.
wuhooo~~~

2009-08-02T11:58:00.000+08:00

he's exactly like hagrid! lol.

makan time~

pear and guava...

SN Syikin help helen with the fish.

haha. lesbian huh?!

they laughed becoz sn syikin farted.

the staff nurses.

called the bf..

super bored!

PCC Wendy Chong!~

the pilot pens and calculator.

the songs tat i keep humming the whole day....

promoting the best PADS EVER!! SOFY!!! lol~

-------

well well,
not much patient.
so i brought my camera along.
hahahaha.
so much fun.
funny things happen tat day.
hoho.
for tat day only eh fun..
starting from tomorrow..
alot patient la sey..
i'm not looking forward la for tomorrow and tues.
argh~~~~~~

2009-07-31T11:20:00.002+08:00

friday.
i cant wait to get out from work.
becoz its just friday.
freedom for 2 days.

doing my hair tmrw.
den meeting the bf after tat.
den on sunday.
will be attending to someone wedding.
abg aidil.
old neighbour of ours.
so have to attend lor.
hoho..

so lets just wait till 5.30pm!
wuhooo~~

2009-07-28T20:41:00.000+08:00

not gonna waste my time to browse.
going to call the boyfriend.
then, i'm gonna read my harry potter book.
hahaha.
i need to know the ending la!
i cannot wait for the movie la!!!!
some more 2 parts movie.
dumbo!
read more better hor.
LOL!
peace~~~~

2009-07-27T12:33:00.000+08:00

me, jippy and noi......BESTFRIENDS! but too bad faeza wasnt around. she's working....

she's searching for our old photos....

jippy and me.....

i look sweet rite! hahahahahaha. NOT!!!!

hahahaha. drama~

both of us wanted to buy dslr.....boleh make it ke tak eh!?

sadako?! suduko?! cikponko! hahahahahahaa.

we love starbucks. we cant deny it!!

abik pic sendiri la dia...

browsing....

noi in a search of nenek keropok!! LOL!!!!!

our last pic in the bus...otw to clementi.......

----

after i wen to nurul's place.
when to JP to meet up with my other 2 besties...
jippy and noi...
it was fun!!
as usual..
laughters. gossips. camwhore.

had an accident...
i drop jippys mocha frapp!
lol!!
sori jip!!
and u know wat!
he received a huge mocha frapp from starbucks for free!!
EXCELLENT SERVICE!

howell, i just need to wait for the next meet up with them again...
hehehehehehe.

2009-07-27T11:10:00.002+08:00

kaktot!~

kasot pengantin ye.

Gifts from fellow friends and collegues.

nurul! the bride!!!!

sebelom pakai inai...kene sapu minyak kapak! =)

the berinai starts.....

she feels ticklish!!!~ hahahahaha.

nice huh!!!!!!

budak takde keje....carik keje! lol!!!!

kaktot and kak liza?! hahahaha. i totally dun know her name. hehe. baru kenal la smlm..hehe. i feel so bad.

she's saying something laaa.

my bestie. hahaha. kecik oh kecik!!! hahahahaha....next bride to be!!!

hahahahahahaha. kental kental!!

lepak corner. hahahahaha

Congrats nurul on ur BIG DAY!!! cepat2 ade BABY!!!!!!

-----

her big day is today.
and i think now she's officially a wife!!!!!!!!!!!
status = MARRIED.
hehehehehe
cant wait for her hari bersanding tats next yr.
u guys must be wondering why nikah today...and sanding next yr....?
hehehehe.
coz they got a house already!!
and its sooo near my house!! yeaaaah!!!!
and they need to be married den can put their names lor...
complicated eeeeh!
hahahahahahahaha..

oh oh!
about the baby thingy...
i'm just joking...
i know u gonna wait after sanding kaaaan!!!?
soooooooo, tahan2 je!
hahahahahahaha.
JOOOOOKE!!!

love u nurul!!
=)

obviously after nurul will be my BESTIE turn!!
and this i cant wait!!!!!
KECIK KECIK KECIK!!!!!!!!
hehehehehehehehe.
oh yeaaaaa~

2009-07-26T12:29:00.002+08:00

ex-collegues. oooh yeaaaa.

she's damn pretty okie.

been forced by me! lol! nice riiiite!!!!

from her to juaimi....actualli got lots more.

Lil cousins!

she look like one of my old fren....

i liiiikeee thi picture aloooot!

sarung the cincin yaaaw~

the flashlights! mcm superstar la kau sha!

the many unknown people...haha

the futures family!!!

kaya kaya kaya! lol!!

the collegues.

from juaimi to her.

the family.

the future sis-in-law.

chey!!

worked with them only for 2 months! hehe.

---

25th July 2009.
my goodfren, shasha TUNANG!
best kan!!
howell.
tunang tak tunang tetap same.
org tunang nervous...
dia nie....YA ALLAH!
tak rasa nervous langsung!
hahahahahahahaha.

shasha!
now i'm looking forward for ur BIG day la sey!!!
wuhoo....

as for today...
going to see my another goodfren, Huda...
niari dia BERINAI..
da jadi laki org kwn aku nie..
hehehe.
STATUS TUKAR BABE!!!
hahahahahahaha.

after all tat..
going to meet noi, jippy and faeza!!
gooosh!
i miss them!!
haha.
wuhoooo~

2009-07-25T11:22:00.003+08:00

i think i know who u are.
but if its true if u are the one i'm thinking off.
coz i dont have other gerls to think off.

are u with FAIZAN?
coz if its true...
i guess u seem not to get over it lor.
i only SUSPECT la its u. but dunno if it true la.

u guys wanna know about this faizan guy?
i bet my frens know who the hell is faizan la.
for those who doesnt...
here it goes.

when i was in ite bishan.
i dated this guy...
and we became couple.
till one day, i found out he was 2 timing with my very own bestie(now we are not close la...)
before tat we broke up.
den we patch up...
den this is wen i found out lor.

den yup.
becoz of him...
i didnt have any new rship with any other guy like almost 3 yrs or so.....
coz i was working shift and den i was goin to go for higher nitec to continue my studies.
and my heart totally close for any other guy la.
and tat is FACT!

when to school in ite clementi..
and i met good and awesome girlfriends.
and i found shahril.
only lasted like 4 months i guess.
and of coz rasa menyesal.
and friends know about it.
actually better off alone uh.
haha.

den.........
i didnt have a bf again like almost 3 yrs!
u see. i didnt have time for this...
but this 3 yrs i did date of coz.
with syam, sean, saiful.
dated very very long den didnt work-out of coz.
if i can say....date with saiful is the longest la...almost a yr....
den of coz contact with guys like faiz, syuadi and faruq(HE'S MY BOYFRIEND)
which i didnt go out on a date with them. just contact.
and i must not forget.....faizan la.

we contact via facebook and msn.
den we exchange number.
and u know why we exchange.
I SWEAR TO GOD...
BECOZ HE SAID HE WAS SINGLE!
do u think if he said he was attached i wanted to exchange?!
think women think!

den i swear i did go out!
and he's the one hugging and kiss me on the cheek.
which i never even respon to his action..
i don return back the hugs and kisses.

after i received a msg from a gerl in friendster..
den i know he has a gf.
and yes, i feel guilty...
and i asked him...
and den he said he has a GF!
then after tat i didnt even contact him wat.

sooooo, what do u think?!
my fault issit?

so if this is u...
faizan girlfrend.
pls forget about it...

if its not u.....
den i dun haf any other gerl in my mind.
so yah....
stop it eh...
like seriously gerl...
u make me think too much about u...........
which i never had nuthing wrong with u!
and u know it!
i hope this is the last one i hear from u.
if not...
i just need to find ways to at least know who are u.

i just need peace from u.
and the more u tag me.
the more my friends will be tagging u back.
and the more u will feel hate from me.
so pls!
stop it.
its abit childish dont u think so?!

2009-07-24T20:35:00.002+08:00

finally!
weekend is here!
can wake up abit late la sey!
oooh yeeeeea.

2009-07-23T21:04:00.002+08:00

i dont give a fuck k.
dont waste my time.
and u wont waste your time too.
cheers mate~

well!!!
i enjoyed my day today at work.
it was nice to work with Dr Yap.
she's in her GOOD mood.
thank God
most her patient came la sey.
TAK BOLEH ANGKAT!!
hehehehe...

and thanks to my partner.
FANQI!!!
enjoyed working with her too!
hehehe.
going to miss her la!
she's leaving soon.
=(

tomorrow FRIDAY. OH YEAAAH~
cant wait for weekend.
ANIES getting enganged this saturday!
SO HAPPY FOR THIS WOMEN!
hehehehe.
after tat goin to meet the boyfriend!!
miss him miss him!!

sunday goin to be my rest day.....
den I have to wait till the next saturday...
its the bonding time with the sis-in-law!
we goin to do something with the hair!!!
hahahahah.
booked appointment with the salon just now!
and as a regular customer there....
we will be having a good discount!!
HOHO!!
simply cant wait~

2009-07-22T19:28:00.004+08:00

pening kepala bibik.
ada je la kan.
susah jadi manusia nie kan.

1st of all.
ira(if tats ur real name),
hmm, i just need u to know..
if u know craaaazy and i'm obsessed over guys...
pls la...no need to tag mah..?
drop my water face u know.
haha!
(WAT THE FUCK OKIE!)

and another thing..
who's this guy?
i've got many2 dates before i met faruq.
so maybe u can say his name..
so maybe i cud just slap his face.

if u must know..
OBSESSED is such a HUGE word.
OBSESSED!?
hellooooo!
THIS PERSON OR GUY OR GIRL DOESNT KNOW ME TAT WELL.

if this people must know.
the dates tat i've had last time....
most of them kinda not working out.
u know why?
becoz they used me and left me.
HOW BOUT TAT.
and oh yeah....
i've waited like 3 years to find a replacement..

maybe he/she tot i'm obsessed coz i keep changing dates.
MAYBE hor.
i keep changing dates becoz all of them not really want to be in a RELATIONSHIP!
and becoz of tat....the word CRAZY AND OBSESSED COME ALONG.

actually,
i'm touched la.
people do remember me.
thank you so much.

UPSET & PISSED OFF?
haha.
of coz i do!
i'm not crazy.
and i'm not obsessed with guy.
i think u are the one who is crazy and obsessed!

maybe u got the wrong suriani ey?
or maybe u don haf anything to do den u just tag and say all this things?!

EVERYTIME I HAF A BLOG.
THERES ALWAYS THIS CERTAIN PEOPLE WHO LIKES TO MAKE ME FEEL UPSET AND HURT AND ANGRY.
PERHAPS YOU SHUD GET UR INFO RITE PEOPLE! BEFORE U TAG OR WATEVER.

shitheads**

2009-07-20T21:11:00.002+08:00

mp3 ku da meninggal!!
mcm mane!!
mcm mane!!
haha.
nasib baik ade hp baru.
but again...
music....i prefer mp3 laaa.
hp is hp...
mp3 is mp3...
u know wat i mean?????
haiyo!!

bosan sey.
so dearest bf,
ITOUCH PLS!!!!!
hahahahahaha.
still, i have to wait for december?!
then i can i haf his itouch!
duh!!!
hahahahahahhahaha.

for now,
i hope i can find a cheap mp3...
haiz.
so sad.
i love my mp3.
eventho its PINK!
big YUCKS!
lol.
nvm nvm...
lets see if i can find a cheap mp3.
yg ciplak pon jadi la kaaaan~

ciplak ciplaaaak.

2009-07-19T20:15:00.002+08:00

woah.
I'm super in love with my phone...
Hahaha.
I'm blogging with my phone.
Very the jakooooon!
Yesterday i tried msn.
It workS tooooo!

Anywaaay, now i'm watching....
HARRY POTTER GOBLET OF FIRE.
and i watched the new one...
It was gooood. Bit draggy...but AWESOME!

2009-07-19T14:22:00.003+08:00

SN Syikin & SN Zhang.

SN Ranjit.

haha. she's acting!

Prof Jacobsen with her $1000 plusssss sari.....

in Pizzahut. hahaha. SN Zhang and Helen.

haha. her and me!

she's like mother of the day. hahahaha. tats guna by the way!

the purple bangles!

my 1st sari!! hahahaha. not mine by the way! hahahahaha.

me and Dr Rambha!

Helen and me....

Its an Honour....... =)

while videoshooting.

Zimah and me...... =)

guna and me =)

we goin to the small garden...

i cant help it!!!!! couldnt stop laughing!!

Group pictures!

second outfit!!! its orange!!

we otw to the auditorium!

goin to start!!!

now we dancing!!!!!

last picture of the day! the bollywood stars!!
-

Thanks HELEN for being the PHOTOGRAPHER for the day.
Thanks GUNA for helping me with the SARI and helping me how to wear it.
Thanks to Prof. Jacobsen & Dr Rambha for the fun fun fun day.
APPRECIATE IT ALOT!!!

=)

2009-07-17T10:02:00.002+08:00

PIZZAHUT.
HINDI DANCE.
ALL IN ONE DAY.
GOOD GOD!~
ITS A VERY RELAXING FRIDAY.
ONE MORE HALF DAY TO GO TOMORROW.
AND I'M FREE~

anyway,
stay tune for the pictures.
from Saris model.
to pizzahut.
and of coz.........
HINDI DANCE!!!!!

oooooooh yeaaaaaaa~

2009-07-15T21:51:00.002+08:00

oh yeah. actually i wanted e71. hehe.

if u see carefully, actually the "Z" & "Y" wrong la....but again. its okie!

hehe. the wallpaper.

thanks abah for the hp.
and i swear i wont use LG hp anymore!
or i think i wont choose touch screen phone la.
troublesome.
and i love the new phone.
eventho the 2 letter salah.
BUT ITS OKIE LA....
no time to go back.
see if this saturday i haf the time or not la.
haha.

okie tat about it.
just wanna show off my new phone!
LOL.

and guess wat!!!
i will be the doll tmrw at work!
i'm trying out the saris.
YA ALLAH!!
hahahahahhahahaha.
goodluck to me!!!

2009-07-14T20:10:00.002+08:00

the wall.

Mosi Cafe

Noi and me!

love the milk mint. they ordered fruit punch!!

this belong to us! noi and me!

faeza and nita food.

najip makan sorang! lol

nita, me, noi and faeza.

him taking our foto!

den we saw our old mate, Hafiz(the middle dude!).

den we head to holland v.

long lost friend.

we talking about mj. and noi said "hidung kau lawa! mancung!"

mine hot choco!

our calamari! we shared!

the desserts! niceeee!

PELAHAP!!!!

PELAHAP!!!!!

delicious indeed!

our last pic of the nite.

OH YEAH.
HAPPY PILLS!
hahahahaha.
actualli i was tired la!!
from squash session.
but its okie!!!
they cheer me up indeed.
okie la...
till we meet again okie!!!

2009-07-14T13:08:00.002+08:00

finally we meet again. but zimah wasnt around.

nurul =)

the foooooood/desserts. SUPER YUMMY!

We talk we eat.

model okie!

Fit 24th bday.

the july babies.

the gifts from us.

irni is the only person who remembered seri bday.
sori seri!!!!!

sequins slippers. NICE!

In the looooo. haha. besties.

we don even need to queue for long. hoho!

waiting for our drinks.

not bad la the band. some songs too old for me! haha.

dancefloor.

dancefloor.

dancefloor.

the crowd. many old old people. haha!!

but i do haf fun.

she loves her wine. i hate wines! hahaha. CHEERS!

gerls just wanna haf fun.

okie. cut stori short.
we do haf fun.
@ cheeky chocolate.
manager abit dumbo.
but he's way too cute to be a manager.
LOL.
head to pump room.
with them.
except kecik and nurul.
FUN FUN FUN!
me = TIPSY.
hoho!!!!

next bday.
ZIMAH 22ND BDAY!
wuhoooo~

2009-07-09T23:23:00.002+08:00

its all about SQUASH.
looking forward!
and i haf so much fun with my collegues!
very supporting la!

and this saturday.
sure fun day.
nisha, leekon, kak norizah, kak guna and me!
SQUASH BABY!!

mcm paham siak.
hopefully tak pecah kepala la sey main game nie!
hahahahahaha.
the ball doesnt bounce u know!!
hahahahaha.
we haf to hit the wall and the ball will bounce back.
hahahahahaha.
nvm.

going to be fun for sure!
den dunno if my friends meeting or not la!
cepat la respon!!!!
takde respon makna ye aku tak bawak baju extra k!
yipeeee!

2009-07-09T11:26:00.002+08:00

B.O.R.I.N.G

i had assignment for morning.
but somehow.
i have to asst a dr which only haf 2 patients.
but only 1 turn up.

but lucky afternoon got 1 more assignment.
that is - assisting prof. Jacobsen.
lucky lucky.
if not i will be like super bored sia.

after work.
going to Mutafa Center with the collegue.
haha.
den tomorrow.
1 more day to survive!
then the weekend is here!!!!!!

cant wait cant wait........

2009-07-07T22:17:00.002+08:00

4D!? number cantik dok!! lol

Lil Audi.........

Kak Nana with Lil Audi. Happy to be a mummy!

Turtle(abg epul!) family....hehe.

nasib baik sebuilding gan dia.
hahaha.
dpt jgn tgk baby Audi.
cute!

look like?!
i wud said.
he doesnt look like nana or epul..
maybe...
he's onli a day old..
so i cant see the similarities yet.
onli tat!
dia ade DIMPLE!
sooo cute!!!!!!
the mummy or daddy doesnt haf dimple.
HERAN KAN?!?!?!?!

aku punya bodoh!
i brought my camera to work today u know!
den i like super excited to see lil audi...
den i forgotten abt the camera....
den i used my hp camera!
sucks.
blur sia gambar!!!

okie happy for them.
and i haf a good day today at work.
ate lunch with collegues to thai express. hehehe
den, after work, met dr rambha for practise.
hahahahaha.
den teman kak reen waiting for my bro to drop by kkh to see nana and epul.

soooo yeah....
its a good tuesday indeed.
but i just cant wait for the week to be over.
so many plan this week.
=)

2009-07-06T21:42:00.002+08:00

MONDAY.
counter. walauwei!~
hahahahaha.
actualli i'm doin OKOK in counter lor.
still got many more things to learnt about counter.
hahahaha

anyway,
i received a call from this modeling agency la.
tat day wen i'm in bugis.
theres this gerl approached me if i wanna join modeling la.
hahaha.
i just gave my number for the fun of it.
didnt know they will like call me or something...
but, yeah.
she wants me to come for the interview tmrw after work.
WHERE GOT TIME!!!!
hhahahahaha.
kalau lawa takpe jgak!!!!

tmrw will be out relaxs day!
hahahahahaha.
i will be doin Pre-admission clinic.
5 patients.
4 blood. 1 no need blood.
gosh!
so very the leceh u know!
lucky got helen!

okie.....
i cannot for friday already!
gatal-gatal.
i mean at least for one nite with my gerls wont die mah.
correct!?!
pumps room issit?!
hahahahahahahaha.
watever it is....
i just wanna enjoy with my girls.
cum fit bday la!
duh!!!!~

2009-07-05T22:25:00.003+08:00

we had our FIRST fight tat friday nite.
OMG.
after almost 5 months together...
hahaha.
but now its okie.
i was scared sia..
like seriously..
never see tat sight of him....
but its a good thing...
meaning...he know how to be mad at me.
hehehehehehehe.

anyway.
we met just now..
and we watched ICE AGE 3!
hahahahaha.
SUNGGUH CUTE AND FUNNY!
theres few scenes, tat i cant stop laughing.
sungguh bodoh gituk!

i bought myself a charles and keith beg.
lawa nyah.
i dunno la u guys ye taste mcm mane.
but to me.
its SUPER NICE!
hahahahahaha.
big and u can put hell alot of things!!!
TAT IS CALL BEG!!!
rather den u buy expensive bag and cannot put alot of things!
TATS A DUMB BAG.
but i do haf la small2 beg...hahahahahahhahahahaa

and omg!!!
HMV in orchard and also HMV in city hall,
playing MJ song....
haiz~
i'm kinda sick and tired of it la..
but i do love u MJ!
but pls laaaaaa....
EVERYWHERE SIA!!!!!

and u know wat...
the new mall, Orchard Central.
its cool.
but not many shops open yet...
and the best and weird thing is...
theres rock climbing in the mall.
don believe me?!
u go there urself...
forgot wat level was tat.
we had our gelare ice cream there.
and i was shocked theres peeps doin the rock climbing thingy..

anywhoooooo...
now faruq and me are fine...
THANK GOD!
i dun wan to make him angry with me again....
i hope.
cant wait for the next movie date!
HARRY POTTER!!!!

i cant wait to meet kecik and od tomorrow.
i wanna do my mini-shopping tmrw.
wuhoooooo!!!

2009-07-03T20:53:00.004+08:00

half day today.
so i decided to visit my ex-collegues la.
everybody work today!
and i truly miss working in WATSONS!
theres where i grow up.
and that will always be my 2nd home.

i'm glad tat i met Evelyn today!
coz everytime i go visit...
she's either off or when back hm already.
hehehehehe.

it was fun!
i work as "part-time" with no pay just now.
dgn slumber je aku.
help out evelyn with her return.
and oh yeah.....
we haf our gossips corner just now!

so much had happen there.
and i missed all of it.
nisha said last friday pharmacist was Edwin!!
omg!!!!!! i miss him alot la!
nisha said tat he told nisha he miss me...
awwwww! how sweeeeeet!!!

howell, i love my ex-collegues!
they are like my family u know....
and always will be.
hehe.

=)

2009-07-02T21:07:00.002+08:00

at first.
i wasnt in a mood to work today.
tired. i need sleep.
and when i saw my assignment,
i became more sian.
coz running consultant its abit scary la.
u know. consultants. diff consultants diff methods and diff moods.
so i thought it will be hell with her today.
coz i didnt run her before.
i mean i run her before...but with a senior.
today. ALONE.

LUCKY.
her list wasnt tat bad la.
can managed. ALHAMDULILLAH.
so i was telling her "i'm scared la..."
she said "nvm...we run together. i teach u how to run today..."
so i trusted her and it when well.
of coz la...once in awhile i asked the senior..
lucky i haf the seniors....they jaga me alot! hehe
at the end of the day..."good job yani.....i haf a wonderful day today."
GOSH! THANKS THANKS THANKS.
It was "kachiong" la....
but tats the way she is la....
and she finished fast.....and lucky, today not alot of patient doing uroflow.

fuh! and after work i thought i can go back and rest and play my comp rite...
skali SN Ranjit said "yani..kau jgn balik eh...niari ade practice."
howell. i cant escape la.
yesterday was cancel coz Dr Rambha wasnt around.
so its today.
aaaaand! let me tell u this!!!
for a moment i thought i was dumb and stupid la becoz i promised them i will join the dance...
den wen starting practise i was lost!

its like my 1st practise for my malay dance in primary school.
very nervous.
i can see myself in the mirror just now how shaky i was.
nvm, Dr Rambha said more practise and everything going to be okie.
its not Malay dance u know! Its BOLLYWOOD dance.
hahahaha!

her steps?!
omg!!!! nice la...but becoz of the song its abit laju...
tats why aku pun mcm lintang pukang!
LOL!
but guess wat tat make me so excited?!
the clothing tat they disscused about...
NICE!!!! realli like hindustan!!
and u know wat!!
i didnt know Prof will be joining...
hehehe.
i thougt i'm the onli non-indian person there.
LUCKY GOT PROF DA DEEEEY!!
the angmoh! dont play play!!!

howell. the day was perfect.
and it was a good day for me...
=)
and tomorrow!
its half day!!
as SN syikin had promised!!!
i cant wait to see my ex-collegues!!!
going TBP awhile...and i wanna eat the maggi goreng there!
i miss the mama shop there!
wuhooooo!!!

2009-06-30T21:50:00.003+08:00

i didnt know its their last epidose tonite!
omg!!!
now everything hanging.
okok...

SCENES TAKEN: PROM NITE AND PRE-PARTY!

ethan confessed to silver tat he liked her and he doesnt want to be just friend.
he wants to be more then just friend.
(in real life. they are a couple!)
but he knows silver is his friends, Dixon gf. duh~

why Ethan confessed?!
becoz Dixon knows he liked Silver.
and forced him to admit it!

then Adrianna?!
just gave birth....
but she decide not to keep it.
but it was hard for her to let go of her baby.
it was a sad moment for me okie!!
i have tears!!!
lucky she got the bf, Navid.
he's such an awesome bf.
super understanding and care about her alot.

then, theres Jen.
woah.
BITCH! sister of Naomi.
actually both = BITCH.
but Naomi shes the better one la.
but this Jen, she's trying to make her sister, Naomi suffer.
BITCH!!!
she had sex with Naomi, 1 nite bf, Liam.
she said
"i'm a neighbour of naomi, zelda."
"i heard ur mum was a _____(servant or wat la..)?"
Liam asked how she knows.
she said "everybody knows (and bla bla bla...something she said about gossip. forgot da!)."
stupid Liam believed tat Jen, and just DO it with her!
BITCH!! actualli she's just Jealous la i think of Naomi.
and this Jen, wore Annie a sweater.
and put it in Naomi room.
and where Liam and Jen had sex.
and tats where all the misunderstanding come.

Naomi found the sweater in her room.
and accused Annie tat she had sex with Liam.
and tats make Naomi realli furious of her and asking her to get her out from the house.
POOR POOR GIRL.
after Naomi wen down to find Annie.
Jen was still in her room hiding..
and heard Naomi said to Liam "I DON EVER WAN TO SEE U AGAIN"
teary! becoz FINALLY she liked a guy!!!!

den Jen said something about Naomi is her sister.
haha!
now u feel cheated right?!?!?!?!
and he didnt expect tat Jen is Naomi sister.
and of coz Liam was pissed off and called her "YOU BITCH!"

when Annie was out from the house.
she called the police just to get the revenge la.
saying theres underage kids having party and liquor around the house and saying the house belongs to Naomi.
abit HARSH.
but revenge will be a revenge.
before tat also the whole school accuse her for "TELLING" her dad(the principle of the school) that the whole school going to have a party after the prom la. with liquor and such la.
but actually, she's didnt even tell her dad anything at all.
how her dad knows about the party?!
coz her dad overheard it tru some girl la.
NOT ANNIE FAULT SIA!!!!

at the end of the drama...
Annie was driving down the road.
and having a bottle of liquor in the car.
looking so super upset+pissed off with everything.
and Liam leave a msg to Naomi..saying he wanted to talk.
but then he kena KIDNAP by the MILITARY?!
shud be la...
dunno who the hell la...

i just cant wait for...(NEW SEASON COMING SOON!! DUNNO WEN LA!)
Silver choosing Ethan or Dixon.
Naomi to wake up tat her sister Jen been lying to her the whole time.
Liam would tell Naomi tat Jen lied to him tats why he did the things he had DONE.
Annie? actualli i dunno wats goin to happen to her la...
but i do know. Naomi and Annie wont be friends.
Adrianna and Navid?! HAPPILLY EVER AFTER?!
I dont think so!
JENG JENG JENG

dunno u guys understand the stori or not!
if u guys watch the series i think u can catch up with me.
if not....den forget about it!
hahahahahahahahahaha

no title.

2009-06-30T20:37:00.003+08:00

yesterday.
boyfie and i wen to watch TRANSFORMERS.
it was orite.
abit draggy.
but overall.
ITS AWESOME!!
almost 3 hrs u know!!
hehehe.
i bet theres another sequel.
coz the bad dude(or shud i say the robots) still alive.

anyway,
we did abit of shopping.
hmmm,
bought a 29.90 polo shirt from pull and bear.
and he bought a sweater 49.90 from the same shop.
hahaha.

okie.
fits bday coming..
hehehe.
so tua la u!
havent buy anything for u yet hor.
seeing the gerls next week.
oh yeah! miss them alot la.

and guess wat i will be doing?!
for nurses day.
i will be joining tamil dance?!
no no!
its HINDI dance okie!
totally different.
taking over one of the gerls coz she cudnt make it for the nurses day.
so my manager asked me to join.
actualli dr rambha did invite me to join them before.
i said okie but didnt even turn up.
now, starting from tmrw.
i need to come for practice. dunno can catch up ke tidak.
i'm kinda looking forward for it.
didnt try hindi dance before..
oh yeah. hehe

i cant wait for weekend.
i want to sleeeeeeeep!
hehehe. like seriously.
TAK CUKUP TIDO.
hehehehehehehe.

okie geng.
90210 starts already!!
i cant miss a single episode!!
wuhoo!!
andreanna(one of the character) giving birth already!!!!
omg!!
and naomi(another character) SISTER is a BITCH!!
and silver(my fav character and actress! she so pretty!), she's like a pyscho!!
okie!
BYE!!!!!!

with faruq.

2009-06-28T16:45:00.003+08:00

lets talk about LOVE.
being with Faruq for 4 months(only!!!) its been diff from the other rship la.
it took me at least 4 yrs to find a replacement.

okie during those 4 yrs.
i've been dating.
but didnt get into rship la.
I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR THEM LA.
wat to do.
and yah, been bz with work too.
shift mah.
1 off day per week.
so yah. no time for rship also.

den recently,
before faruq and i together.
an ex bf contacted me back.
faizan abu bakar.
i so hate him sia.
like seriously.
he lied to me saying "I'M SINGLE."
and this stupid girl believed it la.
but in between, theres faiz and faruq and syuai contacting me la.
till my bill....haiz~ heart pain! $148 okie!!!

at 1st i thought faiz and i can work out.
coz we both admit we like each other.
den suddenly everything changes.
dunno why change mind la.
some more this faiz is my very own bestfren cousin.
and also my old fren exbf.
den syuai is someone i know from st james.
he's young. but he's nice.

then i still have not met this faruq la.
onli wen out with faizan.
and it was great. and oh yah.
thinking of patching up already.
den know wat happen.
the GF la sia msg me in FRIENDSTER.
baaaad baaaad msg and she even add me on msn.
ALL the hugging and kissing on the cheek and calling me baby.
argh!!!! stupid!! feel used again u know by him!
TWICE!!!!!!!!!
i missed the old him la sia!! but then he changed to be such a player! idiot!!!

then i complaint to faruq la...
smsing all this.
and he's shocked if i could remember.
but then, he said its okie la. wat la....
i feel upset la with faizan of coz.
he's reason for saying he's single to me is.....
"i thought i can get back to u and make things better with u due to the last rship we had.."
something like tat.
damn it! LIAR! thats always u la faizan.
i know u done this alot to alot of girls.
and wanting to get to know my gfs too?!
do u realise tats my freaking frens?!?!?!?!
DUH!!!!

ANYWAY~
one daaaay, i told faruq.
i wanna get irni a bday present.
and he... HIMSELF, wanted to follow.
HOW NICEEEEE.
hahahahahhaah.

1ST IMPRESSION.
he's short! hahahahaha.
i cannot stop looking at his lashes!
long and curl!
all gerls want tat!!!!
cut the stori short...
few weeks lata we are together.
hahahahahahaha.
fast huh?!
yah tats wat i thought too..

but so far,
he's better then the exes.
loves his hugs and kisses.
and he let me do watever i want.
as long i know wats wrong or rite.
=)
and even he said...
"how come u've been single for 4 yrs....u pretty wat..."
hahahahahahahahaha.
onli tru ur eyes i'm pretty.
not others.
wuhoooo!!!

howell,
my frens keep saying...
"honeymoon mood."
not realli la...
its normal......
maybe we are old and stuff.
soo all this honeymoon thingy not there already la..
hahahahaha.

long enrty huh?!
hahahahahahahaha
i feel like typing.
coz i'm stuck at home.
coz i wanted to rest...
and boyfie at the NUH with his twin to see their nenek.

cant wait to meet boyfie tomorrow!
TRANSFORMERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohyeaaaah!!!!!!!

Got story behind those LAKSA.

2009-06-27T22:23:00.003+08:00

okie. this may seem old.
i blog about this before.
but i cant help it la.
when i was on the way hm...
i took 963...it was a very long journey la kan from woodlands.
so, i was listening to mp3.
then suddenly...
i remembered odah.
hahahaha.
of all people.

okie heres the stori.
ages ago(more then 1 yr ago la i think).
we when shopping @ Bugis la.
theres few of us la.
kecik, zimah, odah and me!
then u know, after u go shopping u will feel HUNGRY.
so we wen to the coffee shop nearby.

so everyone ordered their food.
then here come odah order.
"uncle 1 laksa. den don put cocktails."
(at tat point we didnt really realise wats her actual order)
den tat uncle said "OKOKOK."

when the food came...
(see the above picture where i circle something there.)
"ala...aku blg dia jgn letak cocktail!!(i told him not to put cocktail!!!)"
den suddenly we all realise tat she said the wrong WORD!
it was supposed to be COCKLES!! not COCKTAIL gong!!!!!
thats why la the uncle still put the bloody cockles in ur laksa!!!

We all started laughing like mad people uh!!!
tats was so cute and at the same time very funny!!
she was so cute la!! couldnt help it.
hahahahahaha

well, odah. sori la eh.
just now realli i cant stop smilling in the bus when i remembered wat happen on tat very day!!
cockles cocktails cockles cocktails.
ok. cant blame also la.
pretty muc the same..
both start with "cock".
hahahahahahhahaha.

apek apek!
okok waklu!!
hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!

he's gone.

2009-06-26T21:49:00.003+08:00

"King of Pop"
Michael Jackson
29 August 1956 - 26 June 2009

SHOCKED.
Friends do know i love this dude music.
eventho, his past about molesting la.
plastic nose.
PARTIALLY i believed la.
but wat the heck.
awesome MUSIC. one of the BEST.

"It's one of the greatest losses," Mottola told the Los Angeles Times.
well said Sir..

ANYWAY,
i kena deployed today.
for half a day only.
when to another clinic. coz not enuff staff.
well, comments?
i feel home with my own clinic la.
over there. i feel so, KANCHOOOONG!

and another thing...
KIV la this one.
end of the yr.
staff nurses been planning to go for a small trip.
guess where we heading too?!
BINTAN by FERRY!
Insya'Allah.
if theres no problem. or maybe perhaps, H1N1 over?
then definitely theres no problem of us heading to Bintan rite?
Dont want to put high hopes, AGAIN.
wait cannot go again..

ok.
one more working day.
seriously. i hate working on SATURDAY.
some more, its the WHOLE day.
anyway, its not work. its a bloody workshop.
haiz~

thats all i guess.
enjoy ur weekends people!

i'm back.

2009-06-25T22:41:00.000+08:00

okie.
i'm back.
for like a million time.
switching switches switched.
thought wanna be permanent with multiply.
but everything CHANGE!

template- BORING! i know. dont judge me. its simple....
no cbox- for a meantime okie. if i put also, i don think ppl will be tagging. DUH!~
I'M BACK WITH BLOGSPOT.
gosh~

now!
need to sleep.
wonder whats my assignment tomorrow.
meeting boyfriend tomorrow.
need to buy fan for his room.
haha.

will stop TYPING now.
will go to sleep ASAP.
damn i'm tired.
hehe.

MORE UPDATE SOON.